(C) Copyright 1997, Mahmoud A. El-Gamal.
was asked if he would speak
about his voyages.
between where I have been
before, and where I go.
vaguely familiar:
A sense of deja vu
convinces me that I
am getting close to home.
But, do I have a home?
in wealthy kingdoms.
I did not pity them,
and did not empathize.
So, did I really see?
children, who pass by soldiers
with loaded machine guns.
They were accustomed to
the cocktail of gun powder
with a stench of blood.
They didn't smile at me,
and I didn't smile back.
So, did we really meet?
shoulder to shoulder,
with many other men.
I called them my brothers,
but never meant a word.
So, did I really pray?
but never watched them grow.
I never watered them.
looking for safety;
looking for happiness;
looking for nothingness;
that I forgot to build
a home for my return."